Hi dear Steve..

Really dear, i hope you are fine..
I dont know wether you will ever come back to this place; it´s just to let you know that it is from the very bottom ok what you do, and that i totally understand everything. Please dont get me wrong when I (maybe for myself) continue to write you sometimes here..it´s your choice to come back and read.. you are free dear.

I am fine dear. I reached safe at home and also visited my priest after a long time. But it seems that Europe is taking away every dream from us. Our past and our strong believe into each other... I cannot really grab it. And you on top managed to put a thought inside of me, that i nowadays follow.. carefully but continously ...not knowing, wheter I will ever be able to be hard enough to safe my future..I never made compromises with my heart ..you know..but after all what happend I dont feel the same power anymore... naja. once it will come back..i pray for it..


take care dear..
Me